A Hope.

Now I feel

a little calm,

because my medical examination's result

was not as bad as

I thought.


But, we never know, still.


At least, the risk is lowered

and my anxiety is getting reduced.


I hate being in a hospital

but, at least

I can try to make me feel like

I'm going on a vacation

with my suitcase packed

with the things I need

for 2 weeks or also.


There isn't an outside swimming pool,

There is no fancy bar,

I'm sure I won't be appreciated

with the foods they provide us.


But,

at least

my anxiety is reduced.


My doctor said

we never know until

he opens my guts.

But, still

there is a good sign

to make me feel

that I will be able to live

a little longer..


That is called a " Hope "