" My Own Strength " to live through

People outside of my family

used to say

I am the only one

who has the sanity

in its mind.


and also often ask

" How could you live through this ?

Your life could've been much worse than this

within that family .. "


Maybe, I would say,

because I have " My own strength "

to get me through it.


I stand alone.

I survive with my own strength.

Those people cannot let me down.


I know nobody would come to help

if you don't stand alone

with your own strength.

People often don't come to console your soul.


I pull myself together and

I believe in my own strength.

That's why I could live through my life

up till now.