Oh, Jesus ..

Oh, Jesus,

You never talked to me

Oh, Jesus, and Jesus,

You never answered to my question

when I needed you ..

So you took my mother's

life away ..



Oh, Jesus,

You never listened to me

when I was talking to you

Can you hear me

what I've just said ?

You were on the cross

just hanging down your head.


Oh, Jesus,

You never talked to me

when I needed you

So I tried to find the answer

on my own

and to go my way

without your guide or support

I lived through..



Oh, Jesus,

You were not there

when I needed you.

So you abandoned  me..

It lingers in my hair, like nails on my skin..

It lingers in my hair
like nails on my skin ..

Like a scarecrow
standing alone
in the field
talks to the crows
in the air

He's dreaming of
flying away from here
one day
to the vast sky

Cause
his heartless heart
is still beating


I am a scarecrow
standing alone
in the field

The crows are
pecking me
to eat up all the crops
under my skin

I'm still bleeding

Even though
I thought
I'd lost my heart
long time ago

I still feel the pain
inside of me

It will never go away ..

They will be there
until my last breath

It will last
until the last beat
of my heart ...

Obscureness brightens up the sky..

Obscureness of me
turns to be brightness
It reflects the shadows of the Sun
and brighten up in the sky

Do you see me?
I'm right here..
While you are sleeping
under the shadow of the other side of the Moon..

Everybody's got a devil inside .. So do I.

Everybody has got own devil inside
So do I

The devil appears in the middle of the night

screams and shouts
" Where do I come from ?
Where am I now ? "

The devil inside of me speaks
" Who am I ? .. "

The devil inside of me killed
somebody's heart

but I'm still alive

Where am I going ?
I'm still there

Hold me back gently in the air ..

I saw you in my dream
last night

You were still waiting for me
to say " Yes " to the eternal love

I said finally " Yes " to you

You've been longing for my answer
Maybe, your love has been eternal
but mine was just occasional back then

We exchange our rings


I saw you laying down in the coffin
I just laid next to you.

When I touched you
I tried to kiss you
You kiss me back
When I reach your lips
The glass in-between was broken

You were on the other side of the glass

And I tried to hold you
You held me back
I cuddled you from your head to your back
when I reach your body,

You just disappear in the bubble

I was just holding myself

Maybe I couldn't say " Yes " to your eternal love,
Not because I didn't love you, but just
because I never loved myself ...

You disappear,
but still smiling and
hold me back gently in my hair..

I still feel you in the air ..

The grin of the moon ..

The darkness of the sky

grins at me in silence

with mouth open ..

It swallows me into the air ..

Good-bye the darkness of the moon

I will be sleeping

under the shadow of the 

Ray of the sunlight once again

Not to blind my eyes ..

My darkest night will be over ..

Your love was deeper than the ocean

You said
You want to stay with me
till I lay down in my coffin ..

I was so much in vein
so I turned you down

I couldn't trust in your words
so that was me
who killed your heart

I was so much in vein..
knowing that
You loved me
as deep as the ocean
as hight as the sky

Now I know it's too late
to blame myself

It took me so long to realize

Your love was
so much deeper than mine
deeper than the ocean
higher than the sky
So you wanted to marry me

So I will drag this feeling
till I lay down in my coffin
till I lay down in my coffin ..