The Summer Breeze is Gone..

Summer made me crazy

and horny like honey.


I was crazy for you,

That was true.


But those days've gone

Summer is over

As the summer breeze's

fading into the twilight,

The fever is gone..


Now your BD is over,

Everything turns to grey


My illusion has been destroyed

and broken into pieces

when someone came into my door

as " A Messenger " ..


He told me the truth

that I'd never known

I was astonished

Because I never thought that way

The life turned upside down..


As he walked in,

Everything has changed

Just like " his personal revenge "

lies deep inside his heart

To someone

who inherited his love towards

the same woman

that he'd loved once..


He knew

I was going to tell him.


Something torn us apart

That is the truth

we cannot change or erase


There was something

separates us from the Summer Fever

As the dry breeze comes from the West

has just arrived

The fever in between us has been blown away

That is called

" Fall " into darkness.

When the storm comes in my life..

The wind starts to blow

Maybe the storm comes soon

Lightning and thunder,

soon they will

wash away

all of my sorrows

carried in my life ..

The Voice from Heaven

Can you hear me ?

I'll be there one day

up in the skies

and till I become ash

I live my life on Earth.


Can you hear

what the wind says ?

This is the voice from heaven,

The voice we are hearing..


You are not here any more

but I can still

hear you singing


Memories still survive

in my heart

even after you're gone


Your voice is still echoing in the skies

as you sing

that is the

Voice from Heaven..

as a proof

once you existed here

Shooting stars in the skies

My tears become
shooting stars in the skies

Thousand sorrows
become the stars
falling from the skies
as I watch
Milky Way
in my heart

Who was that star ?
" Do you still remember ? ",
" Do you still recall
who it was .. ? "

I still remember
who you were

You were my star in the skies.

Can't cope with any more sadness 'til we meet up in heaven..

It's too many " RIP " on my pages

How many times
do we have to mourn ?
mourn about
the people who has just passed away..

Lou Reed has gone
David Bowie has gone
Lemmy has gone
Dolores has gone
and Michiro has gone lately..
and too many others
to mourn too much

Too much sadness
flows out from my heart
I cannot cope with it
I cannot cope with any more sadness

Where have all those people gone ?..

How many times
do we have to say " Good-bye "
'til we meet up in heaven ?..

It's just too much

I just want to run, escape and hide from it.

but thousand sadness are
still chasing me
in the weeping clouds..

I don't want to say good-bye to anyone any more
till I become ash,
till we meet up in heaven
up in the sky, one day

and I hope this is not the end
'til we meet up in heaven
one day..

RIP Dolores..

I'm dying like..

I'm dying alone,

Like

I was born alone..

Your eyes were in amber like a color of sunset

Your eyes as a crow

fell from my

cat's eyes, once.


It was in the color of amber,

once reflected the color of sunset,

and became a marble of my cat's eyes

and fell on the ground..


Maybe it indicated something

still continues today..


It was making

echoing sounds

as it fell on the wooden floor

of the corridor in my apartment

where I was about leave..


It was echoing and fading away

as I walked away from the empty rooms

and I shut the door.


And my eyes were filled

with water

from Dead Sea..


Once you had eyes of crows

which reflected the color of sunset,

and they became marbles of my cat's eyes

in the color of amber.


I remember that,

and still is.