It isn't all over.. yet inside of my soul.

I didn't believe

what my "Doctor"

said before..


Because I had believed

that

" I've been through all this

with all my strength,

putting myself together

through the thunder storm and rain "

then

" It's all over.."


but certainly

it wasn't " all over yet

inside of my soul "


It was the first time to

really see

the unforgotten saddness

deep inside of my soul..


I never realized

" it was there."


I put myself into sleep

for such a long time..

" Time hasn't healed it yet.."

The voice inside of my soul..


Pain still remains..