When night shade comes upon you

When night shade

comes upon you,

the night falls

and you may feel like you're blind


But, don't be afraid,

you're not alone.


Night veil covers up your weeping face,

Night owls echoes the voice

of your heart within,

Creeks fill up your tears on your cheek

and wash them away into the rivers and ocean.


You are floating on the calm lake

where only the moon above you

nursing you

till you can finally close your eyes

and go to sleep safely.

You call me a " World "

I've been thinking about you

during this Christmas holiday season

since I listened to that song.


Probably,

I had listened to it

twice at your live performances.


I felt something, then,

but I couldn't figure out whole meaning of that song.



Now I listen to it,

over and over again.


Did you write this song

to make me feel guilty ?

Was it a purpose ?


Or did you wanted to tell me

how much you cared about me ? ..


That was the time

I was traveling around the world.

Immediately after,

you wrote that song..


You call me a " World "..


If that is so true,

I never realized

you felt for me so deeply ..


Were you in love with me ?

Or you just wanted to tell me

how resentful you felt for my life ? ..


Either way,

it was me, again,

who didn't care

how deep your feeling was.

Maybe I hurt you carelessly

like I've been always teasing you

in a way you described ..


I cannot still figure out

if it's true,

or it is just my imagination ..


Do you still feel for me this way ? ..


The answer is still in the air..


I've been thinking a lot about you

since you call me a " World " ..

Loneliness becomes your mirror ~ 孤独はあなたを映す鏡となる ~

孤独は

あなた自身を映す

鏡となる。


When loneliness comes up to you,

it becomes a mirror

to reflect who you are.


So don't be afraid,

Be brave,

Let it show

who you really are.


Just look into

the other side of the mirror,

you are there.


So don't be afraid

to let it show

who you really are.


Loneliness will be your mirror

and let it shine

till you find yourself

by looking at it.

Don't let the darkness swallow me

" Don't let the darkness

swallow me,

otherwise,

I will cut your throat

till death.


That is the way I survive

and that's how I learned

to lead my life

to the bright side. "

Useless Effort

You said

you were fed up with my sorrow.


You said

you don't want to even see

my shadow.


You think

I cry until I swallow.



When a giant mouth

come to eat me,

I'm swallowed into darkness.


I'm at the bottom of the monster's stomach

with other kids swallowed.


It's all dark and wet.


They were crying

and calling for their mothers.


But I didn't.

Because I knew it was an useless effort.


Instead of crying,

I climbed up from

his esophagus,

and cut his throat.


Now I still survive

'til Sunshine gets my eyes.


I'm crying without tears

That is the most part of my life

Like I always do ..

Tapping into the darkness

As the darkness comes into me,

The Night Shade spotted by

moonlight.


There is a sound of footsteps,

footsteps coming towards us

Like a Cat dancing with taps

on the cobbles.


You can only see the foot and shadow.

A Young Girl avec pies-noirs - black shoes -

You can only see her dancing shadow

with the spotlight of the moon,

fading into the darkness ..


Until the Night Shade becomes

part of your friend,

she invites us

to the other side after the twilight


" Hello Darkness with moonlight,

you are my old friend.  "

'til I shed the tears of my soul ..

People don't know

how many times

I shed tears of blood.


People don't know

the agony I have

when I create things

which reflect my soul.


People just think

I'm always smiling,

and don't get into any depth.


That's all lie.

The truth lies within my soul.

People just see

the surface of my faces.


So, let it flow

as words flow

the truth lies in between lines

Until they really become

tears of my soul

so that they can finally see

the colors of my tears

which reflect my soul ..