Useless Effort

You said

you were fed up with my sorrow.


You said

you don't want to even see

my shadow.


You think

I cry until I swallow.



When a giant mouth

come to eat me,

I'm swallowed into darkness.


I'm at the bottom of the monster's stomach

with other kids swallowed.


It's all dark and wet.


They were crying

and calling for their mothers.


But I didn't.

Because I knew it was an useless effort.


Instead of crying,

I climbed up from

his esophagus,

and cut his throat.


Now I still survive

'til Sunshine gets my eyes.


I'm crying without tears

That is the most part of my life

Like I always do ..