” I'll be your mirror.. "

This is my favorite song of

" Velvet Underground & Nico "

" I'LL BE YOUR MIRROR "

" I'll be your mirror
Reflect what you are, in case you don't know
I'll be the wind, the rain and the sunset
The light on your door to show that you're home

私があなたの鏡になってあげる。
もしあなたが自分のことをよく分かってなかったら、
それを”映して”あげるから。
私は、風になって、雨や太陽にもなってあげる。
そして光となって、あなたの家のドアを照らして、
あなたが家に着いたことを教えてあげるから。

When you think the night has seen your mind
That inside you're twisted and unkind
Let me stand to show that you are blind
Please put down your hands
'Cause I see you

もし夜があなたの心の中を照らして
あなたが本当は曲がってとっても意地悪だと自分で想ってしまったなら、
私がその光をさえぎっるように前にたたずんで、
それを見えないようにしてあげるから。
だから、あなたのその目隠しをしている手を下ろして。
だって私には、あなたの本当の姿が見えるから。

I find it hard to believe you don't know
The beauty that you are
But if you don't let me be your eyes
A hand in your darkness, so you won't be afraid

わたしには、何故あなたが
自分のことをそれほどに”うつくしい”ことに気づいていないのかわからない。
だけど、もしあなたが私にあなたの瞳や
あなたの暗闇の中に差し伸べる手になることを許してくれなくても、
畏れないで。

When you think the night has seen your mind
That inside you're twisted and unkind
Let me stand to show that you are blind
Please put down your hands
'Cause I see you

もし夜があなたの心の中を照らして
あなたが本当は曲がってとっても意地悪だと自分で想ってしまったなら、
私がその光をさえぎっるように前にたたずんで、
それを見えないようにしてあげるから。
だから、あなたのその目隠しをしている手を下ろして。
だって私には、あなたの本当の姿が見えるから。

I'll be your mirror...
私はあなたのその”本当の姿”を映す鏡になってあげるから。。（だいじょうぶ）"


I can get a really warm feeling, after I listen to this song :)
この曲を聴くといつも、あと、じぶんの中にとっても温かい気持ちが芽生えてくるような気がします。^^

                                         

                                      "The Lady and The Unicorn" in the mirror..

and "She" said..

Extracts from " Caroline says I & II " by Lou Reed
and "I'm no saying "by Nico - her first single-


Lou says,

"The things she does, the things she says
people shouldn't treat others that way
But at first I thought I could take it all "

Nico says,

" I'm not sayin' that I'll love you
I'm not sayin' that I'll care
If you love me.
I'm not sayin' that I'll care
I'm not sayin' that I'll be there
When you want me."


Lou says

" Caroline says
as she makes up her eyes
You ought to learn more about yourself
think more than just I.. "

Nico says,

" I can't give my heart to you
Or tell you that I'll sing your name
Up to the sky."

Lou says,

"Caroline says moments in time
can't continue to be only mine"

Nico says,

" I can't lay the promise down
That I'll always be around
When you need me. "


Lou says,

" Caroline says that I'm just a toy
she wants a man, not just a boy

She say she doesn't want a man who leans"

Nico says,

"But still I won't deny or mistreat you
Baby, if you'll let me have my way. "

Lou says

" Caroline says that I'm not a man..

and says moments in time
can't continue to be only mine""

Nico says,

"I'm not sayin' I'll be sorry
For the things that I might say
That make you cry.
I can't say I'll always do
The things you want me to,
I'm not sayin' I'll be true
But I'll try.. "

Lou says,

"Caroline says that I'm not a man
so she'll go get it catch as catch can "

Nico says

" Now I may not be alone each time you see me
Or show up when I promise that I would."


Lou says,

" Caroline says she can't help but be mean
or cruel, or oh so it seems "

Nico says,

"I'm not sayin' I'll be sorry
For all the things that I might say
That make you cry "


Lou says,

" Caroline says
as she gets up off the floor
Why is it that you beat me
it isn't any fun? "

Nico says,

" But still I won't deny you or mistreat you
Baby, if you loved me like you should."

Lou says,

"Caroline says
as she gets up from the floor
You can hit me all you want to
but I don't love you anymore"

"Caroline says
while biting her lip
Life is meant to be more than this
and this is a bum trip"


Nico says,

"I'm not sayin' that I'll love you
I'm not sayin' that I'll care
If you love me.

I can't say I'll always do
The things you want me to,
I'm not sayin' I'll be true
But I'll try."


Lou says,

"Just like poison in a vial
hey, she was often very vile
But of course, I thought I could take it all"

"But she's not afraid to die
all her friends call her "Alaska"
When she takes speed, they laugh and ask her

What is in her mind..

She put her fist through the window pane
It was such a funny feeling

It's so cold in Alaska.. "

.....

Lou says, after many years passed in "Berlin",

"Still she is my Germanic Queen
she is still my queen "


                          

                                                " Caroline says I "
                                                      Lou Reed

                           

                                                    " I'm not saying "
                                                               Nico

                          

                                                 " Caroline Says II "
                                                       Lou Reed


　　　　　　　　　　　　"　Louは”どんだけ”Nicoの事が好きだったんでしょうねェ。。
　こんな”アルバム”一枚、彼女にのちのちに”捧げて”しまうほどだったんだから。。（独り言）　"

　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　”想い”って続きますね。。いつまでも
　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　”時”を超えても・・

Asleep..with your gentle smile in my morning dreams

When I'm asleep,

you get under my skin

and stay there by my side, next to me on my bed

with your warmth and a gentle smile with your watery eyes

same as they used to be..

watching me gently without saying any words ..


and I start to talk to you..

like " my habit " same as it used to be

then You just start listening  without saying anything..

with your gentle heart


You just listen till the end..

When I finish talking,

you start to hold me gently, with your Warmth

Just like saying "It's OK, you are safe.."


I shed my tears in my dreams,

we stay together till the morning

on my bed,

just smiling at each others, holding my hands


You look so happy in my dreams

always have a gentle smile upon your face

like you used to be while you were watching me..


With a gentle breeze,

we stay happily ever after

in my morning dreams..

in the air..

A crow..

A crow at the top of the pole

still "watching "me gently

like a mother who can't stop taking her eyes off "from her child"..

You were watching me from there


While I was "talking" to my grand father

He just appeared, landed with black wings both side of his body

The crow was watching me,

but looked so different from other real "crows"

I thought he were staring at me first,

but just watching me gently with warmth of your heart

as if he can't take his eyes off from me with the gentle eyes


but I said to my grand father that "I was so scared.."

then my grand father said to me

" He is not a bad person like you think, "He" just worries about you. "

I turned around and looked at "Him"..

"He" was still watching me with full of love in his watery eyes..

Just like someone I know of can't stop watching me

with his own love inside, just can't stop worrying about me..


My "grand father "continues

" There are also a few good crows within the bad ones,

even though they are all disguised in black..

He was the one of fewer .. So he is not a bad boy.. "

He was still there while I was inside "the barrier" of the lower trees

Hopping around me just like drawing a circle on stepping stones..

still watching me from time to time..


Then you flew away to the pole

staying there until I was gone..

You still had a gentle watery eyes.

While I looked at into your eyes,

You just watch me gently with no dirty looks..


When I walked out, you just flew away

flew away to the western sky..

You were "the Crow" with the most gentle eyes I've ever seen,

a warmhearted "Crow" disguised in all black clothes from head to toe..

A site..

You are watching out from the window

a Sun set through the big window pane

Transparent or there's no glass inside yet


There is a noise

A noise of the machine

I can hear it continuously


You were there standing with a pale blue working clothes

from head to toe


There was a site

A work in progress site

Just above the place where we met and spent time together


You looks so different in the site

With the working clothes from head to toe

from my dream boy I had..

Your nail..

Every inch you make

You get closer with your sharpen long nail

and your nail get inside of my skin..

but before it really start to hurt inside of my flesh and start to bleed

You release it gently from my skin.


You were not that mean.

You just wanted to make me feel Your "Pain"..

- and then you hold me tight gently within your tears -


" You were just hurt,

but not angry... "

A Notice to have a New " In My Wonderland " Blog Page !

I've been writing a story about "Painful Childhood", of Three kids - They are called "Alice", "Gold"and "Nori"-, called "In My Wonderland".

However, the story is mixed up with my other poems, diaries, stories, songs, lyrics, images etc.

So I try to put this Story " In My Wonderland "into One Blog called "In My Wonderland",too.

Almost all the story is written in Japanese,
However, some of the part - "indication" part-is written in English and I might try to translate all the story in English one day on this page..

So if you are interested in reading story in one go, Please visit New Page of "In My Wonderland"page.

” In My Wonderland　”New Blog Page
http://danslemondedemerveille.blogspot.jp/

See you soon ☆


以前このブログを再開してから書いてる、

”Painful Childhood”のお話、”In My Wonderland”ですが、

この”Through the Looking Glass”の中であると、他のもの（他の物語や詩、日記、歌の紹介やイメージなど）とかなり”混同”してしまっているところがあるので、こちらはこれから”別”ブログの”In My Wonderland”の方にも、まとめてアップして行こうと想っています。（こちらはこのストーリーを順番に読む為のものとなります。）

こちらの”Through The Looking Glass”にもまた載せて行こうかと想ってますが、
”すっきり”と気持ちよく、ストーリー展開に沿ってお読みいただくにはこちらの方が良いかと想います。

ではもしご興味があればこちらの方もどうぞよろしくお願いします☆

” In My Wonderland ” ブログ・ページ
http://danslemondedemerveille.blogspot.jp/