Moment of void, falling into a pitfall.

I'm trying to keep myself busy,

While I feel a little emptiness

in me.


When I keep myself busy,

I'm fine.


But, when I stop doing something,

suddenly,

there is a moment of void

and I fall into a pitfall,

to a dark, deep, rabbit hole

inside of me.


I'm falling down

and try to close my eyes,

but I still can see


Time goes backwards.

Pieces of my memories become

cut moving pictures

and start to flow in the air.

I can see the pieces of images of my past

as I fall down.


When I get down to the bottom,

it is a kinda soft,

a little wet,

and slightly dark

like being in a

someone's stomach.


I lay on the " tongue "

until I'm finally able to sleep

without any thoughts

after the exhaustion,

and I sleep like a stone..