With the shadow of my death

Without the shadow of my death,

my life would have been different.


My life was quite cheerful

until recently.


Early spring flowers

in my garden

smiled at me.


But now,

it loses its colors

and becomes all black and white.


I have no one to

hold in my arms.


I have no one to

encourage me.


There is no one

who gives me more strength

to live.


I feel like

it doesn't matter

if my World Ends tomorrow.

Because I had already enough with it.

And there's no reason

why I want to continue

living on Earth.

Because I have no one

who cares and loves me

any more.


I have no one left on Earth

to hold my hands

when I leave the Earth..