Falling apart from the sky.. with my broken pieces of my " Doll Parts "..

Sky falls under the twilight where "It" calls me again..
While the Sun sets,

The Voice is calling me..

Calling me to the darkest age of my life

you hear the voice, the weeping soul inside of me..

"IT"'s crying inside of me..
like a doll abandoned by its owner,
- "Don't worry"-, "she" said,
her heart has been replaced already..
- "You are safe"-
you don't have a heart to feel your pain anymore..

The Pain rushes through the night..

under the moon light 

You Cannot Control It any more...
You are over ruled..

The pain inside of the locked room inside of you
Weeping soul that you never realized that you left behind
wakes you up all through the night.
and talk to yourself in the presence...
Now "You" are falling apart into the darkness..

You are never left alone..

You keep on hearing the voices from inside

Until you really weep with your "girl" inside of you..

I am consisted with broken pieces of 

my abandoned doll 

left behind within my life..

So I am "doll parts"..

" I am doll parts..doll eyes, doll legs

 doll vein..doll heart.. "

So that I don't feel the pain anymore..

" It stands for knife, for the rest of my life

I fake it so real I am beyond fake..

Someday you will ache like I ache.. "

so that I don't want to "kill you" inside

with my own pain..

So please forgive me..
Don't "touch it "..

Reference from "Doll Parts", HOLE

with my broken pieces of doll parts,

with " Soul "inside
I still have to live with my own real life..

 

" Someday, You will ache Like I ache.. "

- it's really hard to do my own "Surgery", though.. sign - 

I need to be strong enough to feel my own "Pains"..