Finding out your weakness..

きっと”そういう子達”は、自分達が”そういう事”をする言い訳が欲しいだけ・・

それを見つめてしまうと、自分の弱さが見つかってしまうから・・

”じぶん”でも感じないようにして、自分の貧弱な弱さの上に、
何重もの”鎧”を着て、
まるでじぶんが大きくなったように振る舞う・・

Just don't want to find out your weakness,
Just being afraid of somebody else find our your own weakness,
So you put layers of armors around your body and your soul
Just to stand up straight and feeling bigger than what you are
To walk out side in town, "out there"..

弱ければ弱いほど、”鎧”を纏う、
自分で自分の弱さを覆い隠す為に・・

感じ過ぎる繊細な”こころ”を隠すために・・
”自分自身”にも目隠しをして・・


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" You are just fucking weak, putting yourself into such a situation..
Just so helpless, feeling damn.. ”You just kill yourself..”
Why don't you realize you are such an idiot ? to do things like this to yourself ?
You are hurting yourself by hurting others. What an idiot..

Why don't you fight against your own weakness just To Live ?
Don't waste your life like that.. Don't live like a "rotten fruit", anymore.. Please.
You are hurting me.. "

自分の中の”痛み”を忘れる為に、また自分を傷つけても、より”傷”は深まるばかりだから・・
”悪循環”の繰り返し・・　本当の自分を愛せるまで