What a mess.. inside of my brain

What a mess.. inside of my brain..

Sometime I don't work out what my really thought is..

Brain doesn't take over my pains and sentiments inside..

I'm ruled over the emotions and it just flows out from "the box of my memories"
deep inside of my heart..

It is out of control with my brain, I don't even know what "it means" to me..

and just crying to deep inside of myself..