Deep inside the bottomless sea

I go deep inside the sea inside of myself..

I dare to dive into my own bottomless sea..

I'm doing a " surgery " by myself

Deep inside of my soul..

It recalls my memories which are supposed to be forgotten

inside of my heart..


I cut off the "throat" of my heart by myself

to get deeper inside of myself ..


As I sink,

The vision of my memories are showed around me at the full speed

All are reversing..

As I sink down more,

I feel so suffocated because of the lack of "Oxygen"..

It was so hard for me to watch them

with so much pains accompanied ..

but I don't stop gazing at my memories


My childhood memories have come back to life..

I've just realized I forgot "Everything" before THE INCIDENCE..


That was the Way to Protect me for such a long time.

Forgetting was my remedies.. to sooth my pain inside of my heart..


But I know, now it's time to face it..

Almost a quarter of century later,

I go back to where I was

Just after the POINT where I lost my memories completely..

With my painful childhood dreams and realities..