" Question " to myself..

”　" This is "the skin"　I wanted.. "

You have been held by any other men

but not by me,

You always refused to be touched by me

I didn't understand

" why not with me ? "

" Why not with me ?? "

" Why not with me ???.. "

I've been questioning to myself

Why you were not with me

but with any others..

I didn't understand the reason

Why..

Still don't know the reason

that I could have never asked you..

Why did you always refuse me ?

Why not with me ?

Why not with me ?

I thought you fell in love with me,

I thought you were in love with me, too

But you left me in misery..

Why ?

Why did you leave me ?

without saying anything...

You just sad to me " I think it's still too early.. "

Then you never called me again

Never..

You left me in misery..


I still don't have "a clue" to my questions.. 

After 25 years of time....


You never answered to my question

"Why.. " ”