25 years of our Celebration Day ..

You know ?

Today is maybe the 25th anniversary for our separation

Since the day you proposed me

and I disappear totally from your life...

Since then..


You know ?

Maybe today is the 25th year's celebration day for us

Since we met

We spent 4 months together


I remember the time

Time of our separation

Maybe it is written in your diary

I don't have any of the written records with me

Only in my record in my mind


You know ?

Today is maybe our 25th separation day

Since the day you said to me you were really serious about

having our child.

Since the day I vanished..


Yesterday was really our "separation day"..


I only have my memory

in our skin,

with the heat and humidity in the air

Sun,

noise,

People talking,

The sight of the small children's park near by

I went through with my emerald green bicycle..


Today was the day

I rejected you

From my life..


I've just realized that

25 years is just

"Nothing"

for me..

" You are dying, dying in me..."


"Dying.. "
Hole

" You see the cripple dance.."
in the flicking light...

" You see the cripple dance
Pay your money, baby
Now's your chance
Eyes like cyanide

I am so dumb
Just beam me up
I've had it all forever
I've had enough

Remember, you promised me
I'm dying, I'm dying, please
I want to, I need to be
Under your skin

Our love is quicksand
So easy to drown
They steal the gravity, yeah
From moving ground

Remember, you promised me
I'm dying, I'm dying, please
I want to, I need to be
Under your skin

And now I understand
You leave with everything
You leave with everything I am
Withering

And now I know that love is dead
You've come to bury me
There's nothing left here to pretend
Anything

Remember, you promised me
I'm dying, I'm dying, please
I want to, I need to be
Under your skin

I'm dying, I'm dying, please
I'm dying, I'm dying, please
I'm dying, I'm dying, please
Under your skin

Under your skin... "


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" Remember, you promised me.. "

- What did I promise.. ?
Did I promise anything to you ? -

" And now I understand
You leave with everything
You leave with everything I am
Withering.. "

- Maybe I did.. -

" And now I know that love is dead
You've come to bury me
There's nothing left here to pretend
Anything.. "

- I didn't mean to murder you or bury you.. -

" I want to, need to be
Under your skin.. "

- So you go under my skin every night.. -


- " You are not dying in me, please.. " -